Wednesday, December 28, 2005
New Year's Resolutions?
What are your New Years' Resolutions folks!?
Only a few days left of 2005.
I think 2006 is going to be a great year...I have a feeling in me waters, as Kath would say.
*From that Aussie hit 'Kath and Kim' (I love that show!)
Only a few days left of 2005.
I think 2006 is going to be a great year...I have a feeling in me waters, as Kath would say.
*From that Aussie hit 'Kath and Kim' (I love that show!)
Saturday, December 24, 2005
Merry Christmas ..Yes, Indeed!! :)
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ONE AND ALL! OR, ARE WE SUPPOSED TO SAY HAPPY HOLIDAYS IN THESE POLITICALLY CORRECT TIMES OF OURS? ERR...MERRY CHRISTMAS! :) AND, YES IT IS A MERRY ONE THIS YEAR FOR ME, COUPLE OF NICE THINGS HAVE HAPPENED FOR ME. THE MOST AWESOME WAS WINNING THE 'EDITOR'S CHOICE' AWARD FOR ONE OF MY POEMS CALLED 'THE WISH':
IT IS ALSO GOING TO APPEAR IN A LARGE BOOK OF POETRY AMONGST OTHER POETS CALLED 'THE SOUND OF POETRY'.
HERE IT IS Y'ALL:
The Wish
Many dreams will come and go.
And, I always see your face there.
I lie so this hurts a little less.
But, it doesn't help me when you smile at me like this.
We all try to be strong in our own way.
But, where is my strength now?
Have I thrown it all away?
On a hope,...
On a dream,..
On a wish, that never seems to be?
Many people fly in and, fly out.
And, I still remember you each day.
I hurt inside every day and night.
But, it doesn't help me when you send me your love like this.
We all try to be good in our own way, don't we?
But, where is my strength now?
Have I thrown it all away?
On a hope,...
On a dream,..
On a wish, that never seems to be?
(Copywritten 2005 (By Shazzy)
Enjoy the holidays, and be kind oot there! Why do some people go into a hyper high strung mode at this time of year?
Simmer doon oot there, simmer doon.
Love,
Shazzy
xoxoxo
IT IS ALSO GOING TO APPEAR IN A LARGE BOOK OF POETRY AMONGST OTHER POETS CALLED 'THE SOUND OF POETRY'.
HERE IT IS Y'ALL:
The Wish
Many dreams will come and go.
And, I always see your face there.
I lie so this hurts a little less.
But, it doesn't help me when you smile at me like this.
We all try to be strong in our own way.
But, where is my strength now?
Have I thrown it all away?
On a hope,...
On a dream,..
On a wish, that never seems to be?
Many people fly in and, fly out.
And, I still remember you each day.
I hurt inside every day and night.
But, it doesn't help me when you send me your love like this.
We all try to be good in our own way, don't we?
But, where is my strength now?
Have I thrown it all away?
On a hope,...
On a dream,..
On a wish, that never seems to be?
(Copywritten 2005 (By Shazzy)
Enjoy the holidays, and be kind oot there! Why do some people go into a hyper high strung mode at this time of year?
Simmer doon oot there, simmer doon.
Love,
Shazzy
xoxoxo
Sunday, December 18, 2005
Christmas is almost upon us..
And, all I want for Christmas is for my health to keep improving, as it has been.
Taking charge of your own destiny is what counts!
Taking charge of your own destiny is what counts!
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
I'M A MERMAID APPARENTLY.....:)

Take the quiz to find out which mythological creature you are...:) http://quizfarm.com/test.php?q_id=21002&first=yes
I scored as a Mermaid.
Mermaid:
Mermaids are also known as Sirens. These creatures were beautiful women who tricked sailors into becoming completely entranced by their haunting voices and found death soon after. Not all stories of Mermaids are about gentle loving sea people. They are mystical, magical, and extremely dangerous. They have a way about them that brings anyone they are around to seem enchanted. They are very mysterious creatures and to meet one... Would mean certain Death. Let the song of the Sea fill your soul, for you are a Mermaid.
| Mermaid | | 83% | Faerie | | 67% | Angel | | 50% | WereWolf | | 42% | Dragon | | 33% | Demon | | 0% |
Monday, December 12, 2005
Fantasy vs. Reality

It is amazing how quickly we fall in and out of things.
One minute, we are self-possessed for someone or something.
And, the next it is like we are numb to these emotions we have just built up.
Granted; we, all have things that happen to us.
What is it that drives us all to love insanity?
What is it in our brains that says these things to us?
Why must we love this person?
What makes us choose what we do?
Must we only become besotted with this one person?
Must we drive all others away, in case something, might, possibly happen, one day with this person?
I feel like I am near and yet distant when it comes to the future in my dreams.
Dreaming of mice, dreaming of destroying mice,
I am jumping into the fire, with no fear following me.
I always find myself dreaming of that man who is never realized in my reality.
He’s fading further and further each day.
Is he someone else’s reality?
And, does he want someone else to share his dreams with him?
Does he want me run in the other direction?
I wish I knew all the answers, but I only know the questions.
And, I grow colder yet stronger each moment.
It is the grandest test that I have ever had to see through to the bitter end.
I must live with these pent up emotions for him, forever.
And, if he did, I’d hope I’d be strong to not give in.
And, if he doesn’t, then, my life will feel so divided.
Why are people throwing their opinions at me?
Why do they say forget about this fantasy of yours?
Why?
Why should I?
I love my fantasy.
I love my fantasy so much.
Why would I ever, ever want to throw him away?
So, for now I live in my fantasy, hoping my reality will come, one day.
Friday, December 09, 2005
Opinions Schmapinions....

The only opinions that really, truly matter:
Are the ones you form on your own!
Listen, with kind ears if you must, to them.
But, don't put anything they say on a pedestal.
You set yourself up for mindless preposterousness.
That's all I have to say..for now..;)
Luv,...
Shazzy x
I found this cool picture at: http://www.shano-studio.com...it is called 'LONGING'
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
Too much..
>>>>>>>Go, your own way. Don't worry about what anyone is going to say or think. Who are these people anyway? Non-entities in a world full of their own build up negativity. Shove it back in their face, and keep smiling regardless what they say about you.<<<<<<<> :)
When something good happens to you,
Why do some people have to try and shove a ton of bullshit in your face?
Endlessly trying to prove something to the world.
Why is that!?
Can't we just do what makes us feel good, and not intentionally hurt anyone in the process.
I wish we lived in a perfect society.
But, that is a dream.
Too much negativity is clogging up the airwaves.
Be on guard.
Pretentious jealousy.
Oh, give me a break here people...
I've done enough fricking penance in this life, for a thousand lifetimes.
So, deal with that.
And, if you have a problem...
Get a new hobby.
We all deserve our own forms of what we define as happiness.
Find out what, and who make you happiest in this world.
And, go for it.
Win or lose....
If you don't try some things in life, you can end up waking up one day wishing things were different.
Bring your sub-conscious realities to the forefront.
Then, you are free to move on to your next level.
Getting there unscathed would be a fantasy.
But, getting there with bruises, kicks, the hurts, the tears and the erratic anger, that is real life.
When something good happens to you,
Why do some people have to try and shove a ton of bullshit in your face?
Endlessly trying to prove something to the world.
Why is that!?
Can't we just do what makes us feel good, and not intentionally hurt anyone in the process.
I wish we lived in a perfect society.
But, that is a dream.
Too much negativity is clogging up the airwaves.
Be on guard.
Pretentious jealousy.
Oh, give me a break here people...
I've done enough fricking penance in this life, for a thousand lifetimes.
So, deal with that.
And, if you have a problem...
Get a new hobby.
We all deserve our own forms of what we define as happiness.
Find out what, and who make you happiest in this world.
And, go for it.
Win or lose....
If you don't try some things in life, you can end up waking up one day wishing things were different.
Bring your sub-conscious realities to the forefront.
Then, you are free to move on to your next level.
Getting there unscathed would be a fantasy.
But, getting there with bruises, kicks, the hurts, the tears and the erratic anger, that is real life.




