Messages

The photographic image... is a message without a code.
-Roland Barthes-

The most important thing about recovery is to pass the message on.
-Maurice Gibb-

Let me find the subliminal.
Is it in the air, the sky or the tree?
Is there anything there at all.. for me?
Searching for a sign of something.
Will I be in this constant state of longing ?
Always looking to clouds for my answers.
The writings.
The endless words inside.
The constant images.
Is this meant for me?
Is this a message that I'm supposed to receive?
Dying to know the next chapter.
Can I peek into my own destiny?
I want know my truth.
I want a glimpse into each of my new pathways.
Met with borders at every turn.
I long for love in my life to return.
Is this a love I am holding onto?
Or, am I trapped in a distant memory of what I wanted many years before this?
Did I have it all then?
And, will I ever have the chance to touch it again..
With the one.

Define Yourself

Define your doubts by excusing yourself from the world.
Shut yourself off from reality, maybe then all the disarray will disappear.
Shaz

So...
Life can be a pain in your arse sometimes.
Whose choice is it to change it?
You have to be content in your own zone.
In your own space and time.
Don't let people keep trying to drive you in the direction they
think you should be going in.
It is maddening when some folks constantly try to dictate to you.
The silly thing is the allowing of people to invade your life.
Once you realize how to stop doing this to yourself.
Then, you can start focusing on the here and you.
You can't let things gnaw away at you forever.
That is no use to you or your future happiness.
Things are not meant to be clear cut and easy.
Granted.
But, you are in the power seat.
You control the next move,
So, make your move now.
Feed off the old thoughts,
Extract some new.
And, find your own truths.
Your mind can hold a field of thoughts.
Love is a feeling.
What stirs the feeling in us?
Is it a look?
A force unknown tries to desiccate us of all rational thought.
What is my point?
What is the point of it all?
Why are we all here in the first place?
I am merely a Life student, absorbing all that I can here.
Abstract thinking has lead me to the place that I roam in loneliness.
But, I don't mind it.
I'd rather be here than have someone telling me to be a certain way.
An independant warrior fighting through each classic moment.
I watch these same types of people and somehow know what they will
spontaneously do next.
How would I know?
It's scary, sometimes,but, in a good way.
Open mindedly reaching for a wisdom of a different flare.
Strapping myself to matyrdom in the most sacrificial of ways
No matter what the outcome, we know the truth.
I don't care about what i'm being told
I will always do what I want my own way.
And, the only thing that can stop me is me.
But, I never want to stop.
I just want to be in the here and now.
And, for whatever that brings.
I will be thankful.

Happy Birthday to my blog!

The blog is a whole one year old today!

Yay..more updates shortly..

Lots going on..write soon xo

St Paddy's Day

Céad Míle Fáilte!

St Patrick is known as the patron saint of Ireland.
He wasn't born Irish though. He was born in either Scotland or in England.
There are different schools of thought on his birthplace of course.
His real name was 'Maewyn Succat'.
Patricius was his Roman name which later became Patrick.

Happy ST. Paddy's to one and all tomorrow...
Aye begorra...

;)

Happy Birthday to my site in 3 days!!

So,..isn't this a pretty picture....

How can you know pain?
When the fear inside, you show, reveals itself to you.
You need that pain to really heal.
How can you be in this world?
If you are ignorant of destinations beyond you.
(By Shaz) --2006--

So...
Anyway...
The cool, amazing, grooovy, awesome, radical, bodacious...gnarly..
NEWS ..is..
Ready.......
Are you ready for this...?

(To be continued....)

If you want to know..
you'll have to wait until the next episode...;)