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........17 Days.......till the birthday!

I thought it was about time I wrote something again..

Whomever said age is just a number was right!? So, what...!
Who cares, right!?

On that note..

Hey, I'll be 28 in 17 days...that seems unbelievable to me.
Feb. 8th...
And, I keep thinking ..wow...two more years till the 'BIG 30'!

I thought I would have done certain things, by the time I reached this age.
Thanks to a little unwelcomed visitor named Crohn's...(it's an intestinal thing folks..in case you're confused.)

You see, she held me back for a few years. But, thankfully, I have destroyed that bitch...so, that means I get to move on with my life. And, it's about time, wouldn't ya say!?

Nice, things in the pipeline for Shazzy, I am happy to say. At last!

Things in life don't happen the perfect way that we would like them too.
And, who wrote the book that says ...YOU MUST be this, that and, the next thing by a certain age, anyway?

So, I need to change the topic for a moment...tangents...are interesting things aren't they..oh yes, what was I about to say. Ah..Yes...

Umm...what is with the dreams I have been having lately. Rats on leashes? Strange eh!? Cats turning into Great danes..? People telling me to look through windows, yet telling me not to touch things. Not sure why people always think they have the right to tell me what to do in my dreams lately. Bloody leave me alone.

I would think by ..27..almost 28..people would stop trying to tell me what to do.
Now, I speak of members of the public sector here. Certain people from the everyday, who make it their business to shove their opinions about my life, in my direction. I would thank you very much to stay out of my space. If I don't invade yours, why come into mine? 28..I feel will be that age where I make some personal 'real' changes.

Speaking of space, and invading..remember that computer game 'Space Invaders', that was a good game, wasn't it?!

Anyway, BIG changes ahead this year..I can feel it.

Time to get back to the roots of all things, Shazzy.
To all the things which make me, me. I won't be afraid to be myself, and drive myself through the darkest roads. I know where I will find the light because, I always find solace when 'he' comes to me each night.

No matter what anyone says I know my own mind. I know where this path will lead me already, even though I am not supposed to.

I cheated a wee bit....I do cheat...at cards don't I, Peggy.
Well, that little girl who used to catch and destroy those pesky spiders for you,
is all grown up.

I need to get myself home again soon, to the place where it all started.

My voice will soon be heard again through the moutains of shadows.
Must all these consuming thoughts remain as memory? Please, say that isn't so.
I ache for that rainy, cold, damp day, to remind me, of where I used to play.

Nice painting by: John Maisano

...Nice...

In this crazy world, it is comforting to know that there are still some really, nice people out there.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU ALL!
2006 is ere..:)