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For anyone who knows me...

For anyone who knows me:

Well,
You'll know what I've been going through the past year, hasn't been fun.
But:
The good news is, that things are healing.
And, I am on the mend, thankfully.
At last I can do the things I wasn't able to before.
Life is good!
Life is for the living!
And, I certainly appreciate every minute.

--More soon--

Shadows..

Time For An Update...

Hi Everyone!

I thought it was time for an update...;) I have been staying away from the computer, and walking a little more. Which is probably, better exercise than my eyes have been getting.

It's raining here today in Ottawa. I always feel like baking something when it rains.
It must be because, when I was little, my Mama would always say let's make a cake
when it was raining. But, it rains a lot in Scotland. So, that's why I associate the rain with
baking I suppose.

Well, here are some cool links...

If you want to find a cake recipe, here's the place to go: http://cake.allrecipes.com/

One of my favourite channels, when I'm hungry:
http://www.foodnetwork.ca/

And, if you're into finding some top secret recipes, check this out:
http://www.topsecretrecipes.com/

--More soon-----

Ahhh...the sun..

`Nothing Has Changed`

Everything is in flux and, nothing abides, everything flows and, nothing stays fixed. Everything is constantly changing and, nothing stays the same. --Heraclitus--

Nothing has changed..
But, nothing stays the same.
Isn't that funny?
We are the same now,
As we were back then.
We may dress differently.
We may listen to new music.
Now, we have new words to use.
But, we all have the same things to deal with.
The lovers, we will all love.
The jealousy that consumes us all.
Green eyes that stare at us.
The adulterers..
The ones who want to be saved.
Those who sacrifice themselves for a noble cause.
Trying to save those who wouldn't think twice about you.
The game we are all a part of..
Whether we like it or not...
We are all involved.
There is no one getting voted off this "Planet island"...
Until the time is right for each one of us.

HOLD ON TO YOUR SEAT!!!

Check this out everyone :)

My cousin sent this to me:

Prepare to jump...!
Prepare to scream!
Prepare to hear your heart beating faster..!
Prepare for a shock!

www.museumofhoaxes.com/hoax/weblog/permalink/ghost_video/

Blue Girl ...(Acrylic on canvas...;P)

Part Deux...

Blond girl :>

The Blonde Shazzy Chronicles...

Hi ALL!!! Well, here we go...! The new me! The blond me!

--It hurts..--

" Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and, it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should just be friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love." ~Neil Gaiman~


So, close one minute..
Yet, so far the next..
It's always the same isn't it?
Hiding in deserts.
The mirage is you.
For a moment you are there..
The next, you're gone again.
Predictable!
But, why do you do this?
Time,..
After,...
Time.
When, are you going to wake up?
Years from now..?
It'll be too late then.
I can't wait forever.
Who can?
And, isn't it funny...
How those who hurt us..
Seem to get a kinder thought..
Than those, who shower us with love.
I find that strange, don't you?
Sunlight still keeps me warm..
Even though you are making me feel cold.
You can try and, hurt me.
And, I think you know when you do.
But, why me?
What did I do to you?
Don't worry..
I won't bother you with my thoughts again.
But, some things must be said.
It's a shame;
When, people don't have the guts to be straight with you.
Well, sweetheart, I'm tired of games.
Unless, you will be the 'real' you, when you talk to me.
Don't bother, uttering, anything in my direction!
Thanks again,
SAYONARRA!

Cheeeeese...

--Land Of Nod--

Dreams are answers to questions we haven't yet figured out how to ask. ~X-Files~

Nothing good is ever easy.
If it was;
We, wouldn't try so hard..
Would we?
So why, do we go on this way?
Day after day.
Night after night.
Dancing in illusion.
Misinterpreting words.
Misguiding messages between the lines.
Do I imagine everything that I am told.
I turn to my countless dreams for comfort.
It is safe to be with you there.
No one would ever interfere there..
The way they do when our eyes are open.
I just want to stay there, forever, with you.
Let me go back to the land of nod.

And, many more...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...

Happy Birthday MUM!!
I love U!

xoxoxoxoxoxo

Shazzie's back...;)

Back to Normal...

Hehe...Glad you think the site is bloggy, Felix! Nice to hear from you, by the way. It has been too long, my main man. :> Any suggestions on expressing the inner...uh ...what you said??! ;) Oh yeah..also, to answer your question:
S...stands for silly...H stands for hilarious...A stands for astounding, and Z...stands for Zany... TA DA! Good enough answer for ya..:)

Well, I am finally feeling normal again, after the wisdom teeth plucking..:>
I have gained 3 llbs...go figure. And, I was worried, I'd lose weight. I am now, a whopping 110llbs. Can I get a 'WOAH SHAZZIE'....:>

Later Y'All...

Take care...

Shazzie x

To Sleep..Perchance To Fly....

Great spirits have always encountered violent opposition from mediocre minds — Albert Einstein

What is it about getting put to sleep?
I find it, so scary a thing, beforehand.
And, then, when they finally get you to sleep.
It's a completely etheral, fly out of your body, kind of experience.
I had, one of the best dreams, I have ever had.
If....that is possible?
It was very peaceful!
And, I woke up saying...
"My ear is leaking!!"
Turns out, it was just my ice pack melting ...hehe
I had an amazing oral surgeon.
Thank you to him again!
Really nice guy...
And, the nurses were awesome.
You know...
In this day and age....
There are so many negative forces trying to derail us.
But, they have not yet developped a certain part of their brains.
A person can be smart, or at least think they are...!
Without an open mind, you are stagnant.
So, the moral of the story is:
"Don't panic!"
Things will work out fine.
In a world, were there are few things to count on.
Or, as some people think...
To be positive about...
At least,
It's nice to know...
That things CAN and WILL go as planned, when you need them to.

I hope at least some of this made sense.
Don't forget, I am on codeine here!
:) Bippity Boppity Boo....do do dee la la he he....ooooooo....
a b c d e f g h i...oh..good
I can still remember the alphabet.
Did you know that Canada Dry was the champagne of ginger ales...WOW! weeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
I think, I've heard that before, somewhere? Was it on the can? Oh yeah!
Umm...I think I should go back to bed for a wee while.
But, I can't sleep, cause, I just woke up from a nap.
;)
Later ...Jellybeans x

OW!

Well...I just had my wisdom teeth taken out today!
I feel ok...just a bit sore. Hehe...they gave me this ice pack ...called the
JAW BRA to wear. Attractive eh...?lol :)

I am so hungry...! I had some apple sauce, and lots of ginger ale...and, some custard. MMmmm...and lots of Tylenol 3 with codeine..tis helping.

Just wanted to let y'all know I'm hunky dorey..!

Luv, Shazzy xo