Monday, October 31, 2005

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!

It amazes me, in this life the things that ultimately drive people..
I mean...
I just have one question...
Who the hell wants to hold on to a so called friend that is obviously not a real friend at all?
It can't be fear.
How can you fear something that was never, anything in the first place.

I have many more questions..but, that will do for today.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN >>>EVERYONE<<<

Halloween piccies will follow within the next couple of days. :)

Saturday, October 22, 2005

Lucid Dreams...

Whether or not you believe in something, I suppose depends, on what you have personally experienced, thus far on your solitary adventure.
--By Shaz--

Ever had your lucid dream, confirmed?
I have.
It is amazing in itself, to lucidly dream.
Then, when you awake, and get feedback, that is very cool.
So, anyway...
The dream in essence went like this..
I was being called in my sleep..
It was a man's voice that I heard, powerfully, and he kept saying my name.
I heard his voice, over and over again, almost, obsessively.
It was so amazing because, I knew I was in my dream state.
I was being carried by a Knight from the darkness into the light.
Like the Princess being saved by the Prince from the tower.
He gave me advice, and told me not to waste time on those who are,
As he put it 'losers', and not worth my time.
He told me that I should focus on the good people who surround me.
And, reflect all the good in my direction.
He said I had to banish the idiots.
Again, these were his words, not mine.
He was my lucid dream muse for the evening, gallantly guiding me to each new situation
He was tremendous at driving me onto the right path forward.
I woke up feeling almost relieved, and happy.
I felt that a weight was lifted off of my shoulders.
He told me to always be myself in all situations, and not to be afraid of those who don't understand things that they couldn't possibly comprehend.
He said one thing, that is most important:
He told me that I should only love those who love me the way I deserve to be loved.
Anyone, who falsely loves, should not be given any recognition.
Things will happen the way they are meant to happen.
I think when you have faced certain death once, or twice like myself...
You are given a gift, which should be recognized.
And, when you close your eyes tonight try to relax your body as much as you can.
And, try this out.
I promise, you will open your eyes, ready to face the world.
And; now, I want to paint and, capture all of the beauty that I encountered.

Thursday, October 13, 2005

The Power Of A Painting

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Mona Lisa
by Leonardo DaVinci


What is it about this painting which captivates?
When I look at the Mona Lisa..
I feel like I am taken to a different era.
An era, that I would like to have been a part of.
I, am of course referring to the Renaissance period.
I have always wondered what she was thinking while
this magnificent painting was in the midst of creation.
What was she thinking ..?
She wants us to go away with that heightened sense of mystery.
Is she happy?
Is she sad?
Is she indifferent?
She doesn't like to give much away.
Why is it that even after viewing this painting for the millionth time...
It is as though we are viewing with new eyes again and again.
This, is the magic behind DaVinci's painting.
He captivates his viewing audience.
If you could paint a picture like this, that would be awed over for centuries..
Wouldn't you kneel down and Thank God you put brush to canvas THAT day!
What are you're thoughts on the Mona Lisa?
Tell me what you think?

Sunday, October 09, 2005

~~The Wish~~




"Is freedom anything else than the right to live as we wish? Nothing else."
Epictetus quotes (Greek philosopher associated with the Stoics, AD 55-c.135)

"A dream is a wish your heart makes when you're fast asleep"
--Anon--

Many dreams will come and go.
And, I always see your face there.
I lie so this hurts a little less.
But, it doesn’t help me when you smile at me like this.
We all try to be strong in our own way.
But, where is my strength now?
Have I thrown it all away?
On a hope..
On a dream..
On a wish, that seems to never be.
Many people fly in and, fly out.
And, I still remember you each day.
I hurt inside every day and night.
But, it doesn’t help me when you send me your love like this.
We all try to be good in our own way, don't we?
But, where is my strength now?
Have I thrown it all away?
On a hope..
On a dream..
On a wish, that seems to never be.

Sunday, October 02, 2005

Things That Just Are..













Things are as they are. Looking out into it the universe at night, we make no comparisons between right and wrong stars, nor between well and badly arranged constellations.
--Alan Watts--

That's what it takes to be a hero, a little gem of innocence inside you that makes you want to believe that there still exists a right and wrong that decency will somehow triumph in the end
--Lise Hand--

That silver-tongued hypocrite makes me cringe inside.
She tries to make you feel as bad as she can.
And, just when she thinks she has won, she is nice for that moment.
Like the devil, she tries to tempt you.
She is under a delusion of the way things are supposed to be.
And, she thinks she is an angel.
And, that it's everyone else who has fallen into some pit, of human despair
Praying for others to be forgiven; when, she is living in her own hell.
Her own nightmares that she cannot escape,
Some people are so troubled, aren’t they?
It's a shame when you witness it.
When you experience life truly, for what it is, then you can survive it unscathed.
You can survive a wealth of crap and, come out the other end.
You can, I know!
But, when you try to run away from life,
When, you try to take the easy way out countless times.
And, then try to preach how good you are to others.
You are a bleeding hypocrite.
You are sad.
You swim in your own demise.
Don't bring others into your realm.
I won't engage her.
I won't comply.
I won't give in.
She can fly with her demons alone.
Cause I have no time left for rhis shit,
On this place we call earth.
Although, isn't this a living hell sometimes?
Take a step back and analyze the things you've gone through
And, look,
You can stand on your own two feet.
Yes, you are that strong.
Pick up from where you left off, and start again.
There is a right way and, there is a wrong way.