Wings Of Love

I am merely,
A small entity on this planet of ours.
Living the day to day.
Why can't we be given a glimpse into our future.
A fast forward into what might be...
When we dream we get those vivid images of what we may face.
Sometimes, they happen.
And, sometimes you find yourself, just waiting for it to happen.
Why do we find ourselves as wandering lost souls looking for completion.
Completion by love.
Completion by work.
Completion by the same things.
But, are these things ever enough for us.
Why must we always want so much more?
I am enchanted by his eyes.
Taken away to a different place through, the star filled nights.
I will protect you with my wings of love.
Through the night..
I will protect you with my wings of love.
I promise,
I will never love another the way that I love you.
Life is pain.
Pain is life.
Love is good, and love is pain.
We must learn all of it, to understand it.
My wings of love will protect him as long as I live,
And, for all eternity.
Anf, for as long as he wishes to have me hold him.

Courage Comes From Within

The best things in life are FREE...
That is soo true.
I did something this week that took a lot of courage.
I am glad I did it.
I had strength, which came at the right moments.
I overcame my fear.
The distance of the past with him is so much more of a tainted history.
The reality will have set in for him now.
I heard from others what I should and should not have done.
And, I did what I told myself to do.
You have to always do that, no matter what.
Is that a trite thing to say?
Well...
Why do each of us listen to the foolish rantings of others, sometimes?
Like the internally ugly girl in the limelight who tries to shove her views in your face.
Those secrets she blurts out at every moment, because, she thinks it makes her sound cool.
Those that try to annoy, and belittle, are the small minded ones.
They must enter their situations with the conscience of, the wrongs they have done to others.
These people must be so scared.
I would be too, if I was them.
But, I am someone else.
And, I like me, and I stay away from their vendicitive antics.
Frankly, once you face death a couple of times.
Nothing phases or scares you.
You become a strong, independant, capable person in everything you put your hand to.
If you have experienced this, then you will know where I come from.
So, petty ones with silver spoons...
Think on..
Life is not a perfect path.
It just doesn't seem fair sometimes that some of us struggle for each cent we make.
And, some wake up in the morning, who have a false sense of class, worrying about which pair of glass shoes to wear that day.

Heather and Jamie's Wedding (Sept. 10th.05)

"The Accolade" by Edmund Blair Leighton