--Growing Up--

To be nobody but yourself in a world that's doing its best to make you somebody else, is to fight the hardest battle you are ever going to fight. Never stop fighting.
--E.E. Cummings--



Is it so difficult...? Growing up enough, to be an adult about certain situations?
Apparently not. I mean, it's one thing to say, and, hear something meaningful.
It is quite another to blatantly slap someone in the face with your cheeky disregard for them completely. What is it with some people who make you just want to scream. Those people who act like nothing is wrong. Those people who pretend to be your friend; when, they are at the ready to stab you in the back
time after time. It makes no sense why people go around demonstrating the same old boring patterns. Predictable much..? I think so! Do I have time for this shit?
Hell no! Life is too short. Why waste your precious moments on people who don't deserve an ounce of it? Why give yourself totally when the one you think receiving it is throwing it in the garbage as if it is nothing? Ever feel like a non entity to another human being? Well, it doesn't feel nice. However, if we let it bother us every time that happened, we'd be very weak. Would we not!? And, the one thing that Shazzy is NOT, is weak. I have been through far too much in this life, to let idiots in this world bring me down. So, palm that childish crap of yours onto someone who deserves it. Cause, frankly, I just realized, I have been asleep for too many years. And, I just woke up! Damn! That was one heck of a stretch. Okay..world, what's next! All good things I hope. Cause, it's about time, and, I deserve it now.