~Romancing The Dream~

Do you ever wish that sometimes?

You hadn’t read something.

But, the urge to find out what was written overwhelmed you.

You know it boggles the mind.

It irks me so, when people are blind to the things which are staring at them from a distance.

When don't some people stop dreaming, and wake up

to their distant realities?

It really gets to me, when people cherish the ones that hurt them.

What is that about?

I will never understand why people love torturing themselves in this way.

What is so wrong with wanting a blissfully happy existence?

It is possible.

I know, I know.

How naïve does that sound to you?

But, listen…

Why is this world so full of negativity?

We are surrounded, and dipped in it from the moment we come into this world.

How can you explain something to someone, who doesn’t know what you feel?

Did you know that there is someone in this world?

Someone who believes he shares something with a silly girl.

He may think me young.

He may think me weak.

But, he doesn’t have the slightest inkling as to how smart and how strong I am in mind, body and spirit.

My fear is that he will only realize this about me, when he has no more breath left.

It will be too late to feel this.

I hope there will be a clarity in his mind..

I hope that he realizes who I am, and what I represent in this world to him.

Perhaps, I am the dreamer, living in foolish fantasies.

Wanting my true love desperately,

But, he never comes to my side.

He only comes into my dreams these days to hold my hand in his friendly manner.

Or, he gives me that pat on the back kind of grin.

Well, that’s the last thing I want from him.

Maybe, one day he will read these words..

And, maybe, one day, he will know the truth.

Until then,

I suppose I only have one choice.

To close my eyes, and communicate with him the only way I know how.

I am simply a romantic whose dreams outweigh my reality.